REBECCA REINHART
  • Home
  • Blog
  • Quick Links
    • Press
    • Merch
    • Instagram
    • Clubhouse
    • Youtube
    • Books
    • Podcast
    • Public Speaking
    • Choreography / Art
    • The Unintentional Porn Star
    • Concussion Guide
  • Contact
JOIN ME IN THE NEVER-ENDING QUEST FOR KNOWLEDGE

Blog

What living out of a suitcase has taught me

8/14/2020

0 Comments

 
Picture
I have to pretence this with a few things: a) I was living out of a suitcase out of need because I was running away from my problems (which I didn’t know at the time but was not ready to face them - and this is totally okay!!!) b) if I were to do this again (like I used to when I was a young adult), I would gather the assets and cash to be able o live-it-up on a suitcase adventure c) I will always have to provide myself with a home available to come back to.

Regardless of the hard lessons the last 2-3 years has taught me, I have also gained some priceless knowledge for what I feel being a human can mean..

I learned that you really don’t need a lot to look good and feel good. Location does not determine your happiness, success or worth. You can run all you want but your problems will follow you and possibly become accentuated as you feel more uncomfortable and ready to deal with change (this is a positive thing!!).

If you are going through a hard time and need to escape, I hope you find places that allow you to heal. I hope you find places that provide you with comfort and safety so you can focus on what is so clearly asking to be healed. I struggled to find this safety throughout my healing and it made it a lot longer and more drawn out. I have to see and am grateful for how it all laid itself out for me though because as I was fighting to heal, this lack of safety brought up even deeper things that needed to be healed. I was asking to feel good again and to be powerful, so the universe was responding so hard core with a lot at once to allow for substantial growth.

I do not claim to be enlightened… but I kind of feel enlightened… so.. who is to judge me on saying that. Nobody.

--

Some other personal insights:
  • If you don’t have a caravan (or home on wheels) and don’t have a huge budget you will be quite dependent on other people. You can airbnb but that shit adds up fast!
  • Your lack of rent becomes your freedom
  • Flights become your rent lol (partly because you have to jump around to wherever you feel will accept you for the next chunk of time).


Now, I am working through unnecessary fears of having too much stuff to weigh me down. I recognize I love having things that propel my best self forward (mics, guitars, cameras, golf clubs, kayaks, etc) but simply just need to find the balance in freedom with my things. Things can always change. You can ALWAYS pick up and change any situation you are in. If you don’t try you will never know. And hence, if you need to, you can sell everything you own and travel that damn world again (once we adjust more to this virus).

--

We are beautiful spirits. We are one with the land we stand on. We get to know the land we choose to settle on / visit, but the entire earth is our home. If you wish to be free in ways that may not seem ‘normal’, be free. I will live out of a suitcase again, or a caravan ;) Adventure and new things are in my blood (that is the life I choose to live)… Yet this next time, I will be set up for success - and I can’t wait!!!!!

For now, I gain my strength and power. For now, I work on presence and joy. I feel as though I am still slightly recovering from my falls. I realize how much things take time, yet I also acknowledge that huge changes can happen in an instant! Change happens at the pace it is supposed to. The Universe is guiding you into your greatest version of yourself. Everything offers an opportunity to learn. Allowing yourself to see all sides in any situation provides insight and a sense of clarity that makes you a fucking powerhouse.  Tune in my friends. You are powerful. Own it - own all sides of yourself.

0 Comments

Them thoughts are real :) <3

8/13/2020

0 Comments

 
Sometimes I am still so shocked by how much the world lives in a lacking state/mentality. And it's not our fault! This generation in-time (screw attaching this movement to a specific group of people), is full of growth in awareness. This time is full of growth in our own personal journeys...

I definitely enjoy learning from all these different movements. To me though, gripping on to one can be slightly skewed, and almost cult-ish, so I stick to my intuition and detachment as I learn. It is an interesting dichotomy, balancing the fact that we are social creatures yet need the emotional intelligence to stand alone in our worthiness (and our own thoughts) along the journey. 

This is where I'm at today. I hope you find depth and warmth in this, and I hope we can connect soon ❤️

With love,
Wrecka
0 Comments

Piecing It Altogether Now ...  (COVID + moving forward with grace and power)

8/11/2020

0 Comments

 
Picture
Picture
I DID IT!! 🤩🤩🤩 Everyone!!!! I got my Green Card!!!  ... 2 days before covid hit...  ...lol? ... The timing could not have been more interesting 🤣🤪🧐. I celebrate my success in receiving the green card (what a fucking amazing accomplishment!!!!) and I also now grieve a bit as the future is so unknown for so many of us. 🧘🏽 Let me explain because I am actually very excited about LA still!!! 
.
.
I want to thrive in the arts, not survive. I want to be in the arts when it’s back flourishing and is healthy and vibrant and alive⭐️⚡️ I am going to revisit my Green Card and visa options again when the timing feels right 100% 🕺🏽 For now, I galavant in the mountains (so so lucky!!!!! Ahhhhh) and I create the arts with covid and the world  The arts are not confined by location. They live everywhere! And I am excited to venture into new ventures and see what kind of AMAZING things come up. And also, as always, I have some really fun projects I am building that I am totally enamoured with and can’t wait to see what becomes!!!!!  Ayyyyy. 🥰
.
.
I just want to point out too that, yes, I could go down there now and try to make a life! 100% and I would kick ass at it!!! But I want to go down there to be fully immersed in dance and film and that culture when it’s flourishing for MY soul! (Btw, I know the arts are still there living and breathing fully...I know that! And love that. But I know that my heart just wants to JUMP right in. And I know I will 🤤🥰🤩)
.
.
The arts and dance are my blood. And because they are my blood, they come with me anywhere I go. ️️ I am allowing space for it to become a beautiful easy long term relationship in my life, and with covid, I want to remain as open and focused as possible. I am going to forge a new relationship with myself and the arts no matter what location I am in (as always) .
.
.
With SO much love, Rebecca (aka Rebs the Wrecka).
.
.
And hey, let’s flourish and thrive together shall we’ll!!! 🤩 Let’s see where we take ourselves in this beautiful thing called life. There’s so much to explore and be grateful for  #passion #love #purpose #arts #life
​
0 Comments

    Author

    Rebecca Reinhart, a.k.a. The Unintentional Porn Star, goes inward.

    Archives

    March 2021
    February 2021
    January 2021
    December 2020
    November 2020
    October 2020
    August 2020
    June 2020

    Categories

    All

    RSS Feed

CONTACT
benttalentmanagement@gmail.com

Subscribe

* indicates required
© 2010 - 2021 Rebecca Reinhart
  • Home
  • Blog
  • Quick Links
    • Press
    • Merch
    • Instagram
    • Clubhouse
    • Youtube
    • Books
    • Podcast
    • Public Speaking
    • Choreography / Art
    • The Unintentional Porn Star
    • Concussion Guide
  • Contact